Mine. As in, I didn't have any.
Therefore, what little was accomplished resulted from bribery.
There are goats up there. |
Yesterday I straightened up the wood shed so I could start moving all this new wood into it. I had to move around some wood that was already in there. Not much, but a bit. Then I unloaded the wood that had been stacked on my vacant lot, and which I'd moved over on a trailer earlier in the week.
I got a late start yesterday, so I quit early to make up for it. If that went by you too fast, it was supposed to be a joke.
And then there were five. Those oblong blobs are goats. Trust me. |
Today was no joke. Today was all about bribery. I had to bribe myself to keep going. I went to the first pile of newly-split wood and loaded the cart.
This wasn't the first load of the day, but more like the tenth. |
After ten or twelve cartloads, I wanted to quit. My hands ached. I didn't want to be out there. I wanted to be inside reading a trashy novel. Or something. Anything other than using my hands, outside on a chilly, windy day.
I persevered. Finish filling this side and you can go home and have a nice cup of cocoa chai, I promised myself. I finished it, and went inside as promised.
A half hour later, I was out there again. It was even windier.
I started filling the other side of this bay. My hands ached. I wanted to quit. I wasn't at all unhappy when the rain started. Only, some of this rain was mighty opaque and didn't fall straight down. There was substance to this rain.
I finished one row on the other side. There's a reason I stack the wood like this. It has to do with not exerting too much pressure on the sides of this three-sided woodshed. I built this thing thirty years ago when my husband was out of town on a construction job, and I didn't tell him until he got home.
Not only did we have a new woodshed, but it was filled with fifteen cords of split firewood. It measures ten feet wide by forty feet long. I worked late into the nights on this project. My hands would "go to sleep" on me at night, keeping me awake. I think it was from muscles swelling. Towards the end, I had to use both hands to swing a hammer.
That, I'm afraid, goes beyond determination. I felt traces of it today, out there working when I didn't want to be out there working. I wanted to be inside drinking cocoa chai.
The new, almost finished woodshed in early 1980s. |
By the time I finished putting away the wood in the front pile, which was slightly more than two cords, the rain was more earnest. I picked stuff up, put things away, and covered the last big pile of split wood with a blue tarp. That procedure would have made a good routine for Charlie Chaplin. Did I mention the wind was really blowing?
Front pile is all stowed away; only the rear pile remains to be moved. |
For those of you who know better than to get involved with nonsense like this, a cord of wood measures four feet wide, four feet high, and eight feet long. Double that mass. That's how much wood I moved today.
Then I went home and had another cup of cocoa chai.
You are amazing! I don't think there is anything you can't do!! You and Pablo will be toasty and warm all winter with your stash. Awesome job!
ReplyDeleteI hope you'll enjoy some down time when this project is done. I know that's highly unlikely, but, think about it.
ReplyDeleteThere's something to be said about doing things with moderation. I know that's not always possible but you do deserve a break, my dear.
Have I mentioned that you're amazing? If I haven't, then I'm doing it now: YOU'RE AMAZING!!
Amazing is right! I admire your perseverance. I love your wood shed!
ReplyDeleteHave a beautiful (and restful) Easter :)
Wow, you are an amazing woman, wow! I can't believe what you accomplish, how do you do it Jeannie, you are wonderful. Though, I think you should have a hired man. irene
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